In a complete blah state of mind!

I can't believe that I let you in to my life again, and now you may be gone in a flash!

I cant tell if I'm just being stupid or just broken enough to let this happen over and over again?

I don't know what to do? How did this happen to begin with? How can one person be so hot and yet so cold? How, it seems it dosen't matter witch way I'm looking I'll never find the answer!